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wow....
cant believe this. am here again, hehehehe it took awhile before i remembered that i still have this account.
i think its more than 3 months that i have posted any new entry in my blog... wow... feels like ages already hehehe

looking back, what has happened ba so far? well, i could say normal things happen to ordinary people like me. of course there is always constant change on my life but i could pretty say that things are different now.

gone are the days of the long drives at night, instead a welcome of short kisses and hugs on week nights because of too much work so there is lesser time to go out, and have fun.
what else?
ahhh i think i covered most of my time with meeting new friends and acquaintances, therefore, widening the friendship loop. spent also sometime dining at restos that i didnt know existed but loved it just the same hehehe

and loads and loads of work...

life in general??? dont know.

on festivities and moods

25 Dec 2006

its the 1st time i am away from home, celebrating the yuletide season far from my family at the province.
somehow, the thought scared me. i am uncertain whether i'll be ok or they will be ok there.
or maybe its just that i miss my family and i never tried spending it without them.

BUT...

here i am spending the whole festive season with my special someone.
i am glad im here. :) thanks babe for the gift! :) :) :)

happy monthsary babe! i love you! :)

to all: merry merry christmas! wish all of you the blessings of the season! :)

aGinG wiTH GrAcE & BeaUTy

Ninang... she is one of the ladies whom i adored since the 1st time we were introduced. :) I was actually too shy to call her ninang because she isnt my ninang, but robert (the ever makulit side of him) insisted on calling her Ninang (instead of the normal "tita" i am accustomed to). So i did. :) (this is beginning to sound like a testimonial... sana naman nde di ba? hahahaha i just want to share some wonderful stories about her... so here goes...) Ninang loves to talk about life, i do smile sometimes when i think of our talks especially about the delicious food prepared at the table, how it is cooked, and the different ways of cooking it. :) she shares her passion about cooking, and she talks about it lovingly as if it is her life. well, i would not assume otherwise kc un ung totoo.going back...ninang's calmness surprised me a lot... i remember that time na she was having a hard time breathing because of a sudden change of temp in the room, i was panicking... but ninang, in all her graceful ways, stood there and so calm... and funny thing was what she told me: "just be quiet" hahahahaha through the years, she has always been there for her loved ones... and what speaks most about this lovely lady is that she was never even bothered by the constant changes in her world. she remained calm. flexible. unnerved.really... aging has never been this graceful and beautiful... :)

thank you for the gift of you

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Originally uploaded by simply mals.

i happen to talk to a friend whom i havent seen or heard from for so long. time has captured her youth and her idea of life. as i listened to her stories, pain and angst crept on my veins as i can feel her emotions at the brink of breaking. she asked questions that i wish i knew the answers; she reached out to my heart for support, for comfort. distance has separated us, if she were somewhere near, you bet i'll be right there at her doorstep reassuring her that things will be fine. we parted over the net with a promise of logging again the next day. i hope she will...

reflecting on what has just happenend meant only one thing: i am so blessed of having robert in my life. I may not always say it nor show it to him how blessed I am, but times like this simply reminds me about the gift given to me. "Thank you" is never enough to say it all. i know it isnt. i wish i knew what to do, how to show it.
im trustful though that my love is enough. if it isnt, i know nothing more.

again, thank you.
i love you!

bear-ry hug

sat night , 11/04/06, marked my immersion into his world. being nervous and uptight to meet his relatives seem pretty normal, i guess, but as the time speaks of people in slumber i began to relax and simply adored my partner that night. i was too busy thinking of how to blend in with the crowd that i forgot how specifically he complimented me that night, how he managed to divide his attention between me and his family, and how he stood by my side all through the night sending me reassurances that he is always there. it was a magical night, but of course, even princesses have their own bloopers to share... my prince had somehow forgotten that my gown is a bit long at the back that he kept on stepping on it. it was quite funny when i am suddenly rooted to where i stand because i cant move a thing. hahahaha

it was a very wonderful evening esp to the debutante. and i shared this happiness because it felt great to finally meet some of the most important persons in my man's life.

the pic shows it all :)

stRinGs oF a SoNg

beneath his shoulders, i lay.
quiet and seemingly content with the soft cuddle you offer.
oh, how i admire that sweet sweet look in your eyes.
it speaks nothing but pure gladness, of a love that is mine.
all mine.
your voice melodiously dances to the rythm of admiration.
your touch echoes the long forgotten song of fire.
your words soothe the ache in this heart that is wanting to break.
the song has been played again.
clothe me in your arms.
hold me once again.
teach me the song of your love.

** happy happy monthsary dearest! )

toxic!!!

after a full 6-day stay at home, i cant believe that im ever thankful im back at my desk. staring the monitor again for a straight 8-hour run, doing the bidding of my big bosses here and what they ask me to. oh well, this is okay. id rather have this than what has happenend to me last week. i hate being sick. oh well. who would wish naman di ba? its totally UGLY to be sick, i hate the bitter meds that ive been taking. wtf! why didnt they produce meds that will be good naman sa taste noh? i hate my taste buds pa nun, ang pakla pakla...
good thing dito na ko ofis, at least i get to surf and chat with a lot of people hehehe

hmmm... work muna ko... dito na mga amo ko eh.