i say its 3rd on 1st. two excruciating 25th days of july and august is too much to bear, so i just assume this 25th day would be a very very different one. and i bet im right this time (coz i usually lose a lot in betting hehehehe).
today is the 1st of the series of hopefully being together the rest of the 25th days of my life. oh well, giving some space for uncertainties, i think i may have to be hopeful for now. as they say, never count ur chickens unless they are hatched hahahaha
reflecting on things about what changed in me most since i met rob, i am surprised but very happy to say that ive been a better person. or maybe its love thats working in me. (cheesy!!!) but true. yep! i realized i laugh a lot now, smile often at people, and talk a lot. ahh yeah, maybe rob would like to add here na i am starting to sound like girls from elite schools. what the!!! i aint, dear. im proud to be a UP-ian... hehehe but hey, i didnt say its bad (geesh! i hope di magalit ung girls...) its just that its not so "mals". :)
seriously, things are going up and up. right now, we are on a level that clothes us both entrirely with all the love and respect that we can muster. and im more hopeful we will be staying that way for as long and much as "life" can give us. being skeptical though on things like this seem a bit appropriate because relationship wise, we are both young. we are just starting. but i know even without asking, we are both worth the risk to dive the water. hehehe
indeed, 3rd on a 1st. i havent seen him today (night shift ako, so i'll be meeting him mga 10pm pa) and im sooo excited to see him. i was once asked by a card (yep, a card! hehehehe) "what is your favorite time of the day?" and i replied without second thoughts.. "pag uwian na" hehehe kc i get to see you!
so simple yet so meaningful na statement. i'll see u in an hour. happy 3rd monthsary! :) and more to come! :)
i love you!
Monday, September 25, 2006
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
i just cant believe it, i am definitely home.
hahahahahahahahahahaha
faking a smile right now is something i can't do because i can feel all my muscles flexed into this ear to ear BIG smile. it feels good to be home. correction. it is GREAT to be home. i remember the instant i saw my sister, my mom, my cuz, and my babe meeting me at the airport, grabe! to the max talaga ang ngiti ko. we embraced, kissed and laughed so hard. after all those two months of being so FAR from all of these comforting things, we are bound again by our inuman and kainan talks. wahahahahaha
speaking of kainan, ciempre punta kme agad sa gerry's grill sa may blue wave, somewhere in roxas. ay naku! we ordered sisig, crispy pata, inihaw na squid, sinigang na bangus and ciempre kanin!!! andami dami ko nakain! wahahahahah yes, ZERO EGG and CHICKEN! hahahaha
and ciempre since ikot ikot kme ni rob, dami food stops lagi. hehehehe i missed how sinful filipino dishes can be. feeling ko nga i committed gluttony na wahahahaha okay lang naman cguro un, Diyos ko Lord, patawad po.
basta masarap kumain, period. hehehehe
and the best of all these "being home" scenes is the kissing, loving and sharing stories with my rob. and the endless talks with my sister
i cant wait to see these two again. si babe mamaya kc sunduin nya ko. si ela mamaya sa bed sa bahay.
thank God, i am home. back into the waiting arms of everyone i love.
hahahahahahahahahahaha
faking a smile right now is something i can't do because i can feel all my muscles flexed into this ear to ear BIG smile. it feels good to be home. correction. it is GREAT to be home. i remember the instant i saw my sister, my mom, my cuz, and my babe meeting me at the airport, grabe! to the max talaga ang ngiti ko. we embraced, kissed and laughed so hard. after all those two months of being so FAR from all of these comforting things, we are bound again by our inuman and kainan talks. wahahahahaha
speaking of kainan, ciempre punta kme agad sa gerry's grill sa may blue wave, somewhere in roxas. ay naku! we ordered sisig, crispy pata, inihaw na squid, sinigang na bangus and ciempre kanin!!! andami dami ko nakain! wahahahahah yes, ZERO EGG and CHICKEN! hahahaha
and ciempre since ikot ikot kme ni rob, dami food stops lagi. hehehehe i missed how sinful filipino dishes can be. feeling ko nga i committed gluttony na wahahahaha okay lang naman cguro un, Diyos ko Lord, patawad po.
basta masarap kumain, period. hehehehe
and the best of all these "being home" scenes is the kissing, loving and sharing stories with my rob. and the endless talks with my sister
i cant wait to see these two again. si babe mamaya kc sunduin nya ko. si ela mamaya sa bed sa bahay.
thank God, i am home. back into the waiting arms of everyone i love.
Saturday, September 02, 2006
cOMinG HomE
im going home!!! yipeee!!!
at long last, after those two months of being away from home, i am definitely in high spirits.
welcome traffic of manila, welcome burning sensation from the sun, and welcome reality. :)
looking back on those two solid months of living alone in this not so ordinary world of onions, curry powder and sandalwood i realized that i dont really have the courage to live away from all the comfort zones i have.
i am terrible at coping with life without having my friends and family around, more so being away from all those sweet sweet memories in my life.
i had learned much from this journey, about having to wait, being patient, being strong because no one is there to call upon when i need help. one thing that i truly love about this journey is that i learned to exercise my strengths in cooking, in being disciplined and being adaptive to this new environment i was in.
however, given the chance of me being back in this place, i guess for now a big "no" appears on my face. i miss my old life, i miss home.
but then, we'll never know. i might still say yes some other time.
but for here and now, i will say no.
definitely, im going home! yipee!!!
at long last, after those two months of being away from home, i am definitely in high spirits.
welcome traffic of manila, welcome burning sensation from the sun, and welcome reality. :)
looking back on those two solid months of living alone in this not so ordinary world of onions, curry powder and sandalwood i realized that i dont really have the courage to live away from all the comfort zones i have.
i am terrible at coping with life without having my friends and family around, more so being away from all those sweet sweet memories in my life.
i had learned much from this journey, about having to wait, being patient, being strong because no one is there to call upon when i need help. one thing that i truly love about this journey is that i learned to exercise my strengths in cooking, in being disciplined and being adaptive to this new environment i was in.
however, given the chance of me being back in this place, i guess for now a big "no" appears on my face. i miss my old life, i miss home.
but then, we'll never know. i might still say yes some other time.
but for here and now, i will say no.
definitely, im going home! yipee!!!
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