cOMinG HomE

im going home!!! yipeee!!!
at long last, after those two months of being away from home, i am definitely in high spirits.
welcome traffic of manila, welcome burning sensation from the sun, and welcome reality. :)

looking back on those two solid months of living alone in this not so ordinary world of onions, curry powder and sandalwood i realized that i dont really have the courage to live away from all the comfort zones i have.
i am terrible at coping with life without having my friends and family around, more so being away from all those sweet sweet memories in my life.

i had learned much from this journey, about having to wait, being patient, being strong because no one is there to call upon when i need help. one thing that i truly love about this journey is that i learned to exercise my strengths in cooking, in being disciplined and being adaptive to this new environment i was in.

however, given the chance of me being back in this place, i guess for now a big "no" appears on my face. i miss my old life, i miss home.

but then, we'll never know. i might still say yes some other time.

but for here and now, i will say no.

definitely, im going home! yipee!!!