UnLikELy

4AM IDC
i just read the recent post from rob (eveningdrive no more?) and although i wrote my comments on his post, it still doesnt seem right or maybe what i said there still isnt enough to say how i felt after reading it.
honestly, i never expected rob to share that realization in his life. i didnt know that he has given everything by leaping into the water, he may have been so unsure at that time but he made the leap. a big leap actually because it has cost him his life, if i may say so.
i know it wasnt easy for him but he managed to overcome his fears by taking that giant step, just because he wanted to be with me.
now, i may sound a bit mayabang na, but i didnt mean to. its just what i felt when i read the post. and now im worried and scared... what if what we have isnt the best thing for him? what if being with me adds up to his burden? these thoughts make me weak.
but i remember him saying something about taking risks. sa kanya ko nga natutunan un eh...
so i think its about time that i end these negative issues about disappointments and similar stuff.
as long as i know that he is happy being with me, then there is no reason for me to feel that way anymore.
i trust that our love is strong, and this is all i need to know.